October 2011
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Anonymous asked: I have been skipping meals again. When I was 15 I had a problem with anorexia, losing over 80 pounds in 3 months. I just wanted you to know that your video stopped me from letting myself get back to that. I'm 20 years old now, and I still have a problem with eating. But I will make myself keep watching "This Must End" until those feelings go away. You saved me from myself. Thank you...
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Luke Overdue
I think if I were to be honest with Luke it would sound something like this:
“Hi Luke, Eric was safer and I was scared of you and what Christine would think and if you were going to go crazy. Standing here now, I know it’s so wrong but I feel like saying “okay, game’s over. You can have me.” But the logistics don’t quite line up. For one, you have a girlfriend,...
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4 Days.
Today is the fourth day of eating as a vegan. The decision came out of nowhere and my mind was surprisingly calm about it. Could I, the girl who has married, divorced, cheated on and cheated with food her whole life, set a parameter for what I would/should/could eat? (Without driving myself crazy?) Traditionally, telling myself “no”, even when it’s for my own good, awakens a...
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Vicious. (Desperation)
It’s the most vicious cycle I’ve ever known. A knotted and tangled cord that leads back to itself. Is it fulfillment? Happiness? A matter of setting goals? Visualizing them into existence? Is it spending too much time in my head? Or not enough? Do I know what I want or do I just think I know? Is there a difference? What in the hell matters anyway?
Is it creation or destiny? Paths and...
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Strangers with pearls.
So to this woman, whom I’d known for about an hour, I told her about you. About how if lists were made, your attributes would be on them, how on paper you would be drawn with magnificence and admiration. How place and time were askew, causing a weird disconnect.
To which she replied, “If he were really what you wanted, you would have fallen in love with him.”
And I was...
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“When I’m dying I don’t think I’ll care much about the size of...”
– Sarah Winfrey. Because I’m standing in the middle of my dream, potential everywhere, and I’m terrified.
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Anonymous asked: Should I continue living my bitch life, which I am not happy with either, im not happy being criticized, or constantly being accused of being some horrible human being just because I speak my opinion whether it is hurtful or not, but I have learned to accept it, & the sad part is that I have been okay with being called a bitch on a daily basis, I simply smile & agree with the person tht is...
Anonymous asked: Do you believe that you should do what makes YOU happy in life?
